woke up to npr ramblings and the alarm. the dreaded alarm. back to work i go today, scurrying around, pleasing consumers, ALWAYS with a smile. don't give them any reason not to tip you, lizzz. always bring out the soup first, THEN and only THEN can you put their order in. working all day for a meager sum and a few lousy tips isn't much of a life, but it's the one that'll have to do for now. in fall, cosmotolegy school will make things seem like it was worth it...i hope. all i want to do is write lately. my notebooks are becomming crammed full of ramblings about life, love, etc. drugs. drugs seem to poke their head into all of them. a ten hour work day for me.
"we are young and oh-so-free"
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Monday, December 29, 2008
sleeping all day isn't always as great as you'd think it'd be. i feel like a junkie . it always makes me sleep when i don't have it.
even when it's been weeks and weeks. which is becoming nonexsistent lately. every other night he's exclaiming "i have found the land of milk and honey...and it dosen't even cost that much" and we partake and drink sweet nectar and every touch is velvet for hours.
and then it hurts when the feels subside and all that's wanted is to curl up under the thick pillowtop for hours and never get up again.
and that too, is supposed to fade. but lately it just stays and stay until another visit is made.
but i'm soooo happy when we're there.
it's been the source of all my joy lately.
intoxicate to survive.
even when it's been weeks and weeks. which is becoming nonexsistent lately. every other night he's exclaiming "i have found the land of milk and honey...and it dosen't even cost that much" and we partake and drink sweet nectar and every touch is velvet for hours.
and then it hurts when the feels subside and all that's wanted is to curl up under the thick pillowtop for hours and never get up again.
and that too, is supposed to fade. but lately it just stays and stay until another visit is made.
but i'm soooo happy when we're there.
it's been the source of all my joy lately.
intoxicate to survive.
Sunday, December 28, 2008
i've got the biggest wad of sunshine in my heart.
everything has been sooooo positive for the last couple days. it's probably just because the restraunt is closed until tuesday and i'm not working like a chinese factory worker all day every day...pun intended. yesterday was incredible. i love being able to hang out with my closest peoples. i haven't been able to see anyone since i've been working so much. it feels so good. coming home and passing out is fun toos. i love sleeping. never get enough of it. waking up to advances is always a plus too. i love it. i love everything right now. and i don't think anything can stop that.
everything has been sooooo positive for the last couple days. it's probably just because the restraunt is closed until tuesday and i'm not working like a chinese factory worker all day every day...pun intended. yesterday was incredible. i love being able to hang out with my closest peoples. i haven't been able to see anyone since i've been working so much. it feels so good. coming home and passing out is fun toos. i love sleeping. never get enough of it. waking up to advances is always a plus too. i love it. i love everything right now. and i don't think anything can stop that.
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