sleeping all day isn't always as great as you'd think it'd be. i feel like a junkie . it always makes me sleep when i don't have it.

even when it's been weeks and weeks. which is becoming nonexsistent lately. every other night he's exclaiming "i have found the land of milk and honey...and it dosen't even cost that much" and we partake and drink sweet nectar and every touch is velvet for hours.
and then it hurts when the feels subside and all that's wanted is to curl up under the thick pillowtop for hours and never get up again.
and that too, is supposed to fade. but lately it just stays and stay until another visit is made.

but i'm soooo happy when we're there.
it's been the source of all my joy lately.

intoxicate to survive.