i should be filled to the brim with complete joy..tyler, myself, morgan, shawn, jen and mouse are getting a three bedroom apartment. we move in febuary first. we are finally free. it feels like it has taken forever, but we're finally in the right spot. but for some reason all i am is angry and depressed. ugh. maybe my chemicals are becoming imbalanced again. but if i smoke, i just feel nothing. i don't know which is better.

oh yeah, and how great is the song 'surfwax america' off of the first weezer album? tyler downloaded the whole blue album the other day and i've fallen in love with weezer again. oh good. seventh grade is coming back. i'm rediscovering a bunch of really awesome music lately.


a richmond trip is going to happen sometime in febuary. i'm excited. we're probably going to end up going up late sunday night after i get off work, staying up all day mondya and coming back late monday night. we'll need a lot of adderall. we have to do it this way because i'm not going to be able to get any days off of work. so lame. asjdfhsadf. i'm stoned. what else is new.

chelsea and i aren't friends anymore. she ditched me every single time we hung out, to go hang out with mike, who she isn't even serious anymore. so i pretty much said 'fuck you, broes before hoes' etc and we don't speak. except shit at work like 'excuse me' 'no sauce' etc. ugh,.

hahaha, i just put surfwax america on repeat.

i think i'm going to go take pictures of stuff today. ...i don't know where to go or anything. i've pretty much hit up all the good places around here way too much.i dunno. pungo? no, not pungo. hmmmmm....i don't know.