ugh. i just want to get in bed and never get out. tyler gets so mad over the dumbest things. yesterday i set up an appointment for us to go look at an apartment and he flipped out because he didnt have time to play videogames with his friends. so that added to my already depressed mood....it dosent matter now anyway, that apartment is taken. i'm so fucking depressed. and i have to go to work today. this isn't going to be fun. i've been so anxious...i wish i still had my xanax prescription. or health insurance so that i could get a xanax prescription. tyler seems so cold lately. he played video games all day yesterday. i got drunk and watched so that i would scream and cry and make a complete ass of myself infront of his friends. where's my fucking attention? i want to jump off a building. the end.